The problem is not the work; the problem is that I love everything that I am doing, and I am not yet sure that I can handle it. Everything single class I am in, I want to soak up everything the professor can offer, and I want to put everything I can into the subject. It’s finally striking a chord in my mind that the material in these classes is not just for the academic purposes, it’s not just for next class. These are tools that will allow me to understand concepts and phenomena to a depth greater than what pure intuition can. These are the tools that will allow me to make something completely new and original. Right now, I want to give a hundred percent in a hundred different directions.
I’m going to give it a try.